ill be waiting...

clocks tick-tock,
in times defence.
Watches keep time,
every second more faithful.
And things go by,
faster each time.
Racing and speeding,
like cars and car races.
The time we spent,
wasted more decency.
The times that we cared,
showed things were real.
Love came hard,
and toyed with our hearts.
but not even cold glass screens,
could keep us apart.
fall turned to winter,
and winter turned to spring.
But we found eachother
somewhere in between.
snow flakes had melted,
and melded our hearts.
and love sprang around us,
vivid and clear.
Schedual bound hours,
left us insane.
the hours we stayed up,
none left in vain.
school started early,
church angels sang.
and somewhere inside us,
church bells rang.
Snowy feilds became play grounds,
for those who dared tread.
and sleds became useful,
in finding some fun.
The nights you weren't there.
left me to wonder.
What is there really??
is there treasure to plunder??
Thoughts got me no where,
your voice changed it all.
It made me feel warmer,
it made me feel calm.
And looking at ceilings,
to think of strange thoughts.
Never seemed so important,
till you looked up and stared.
The nights I could hold you,
just hug you and cry.
I feel like i'm missing,
Like something did die.
Inside there's no anger,
no coldness no hate.
So forgive me for making,
you feel like the bait.
ill always imagine,
the dreams we have shared.
and no matter what happens,
Please know that I care.
miles can't divide me,
from people I love.
And I will be waiting
for a sign or a dove.
maybe he'll bring back
a branch or a twig.
But I'm sorta hoping,
he'll bring you to me.