You've Wanted to Understand

You’ve wanted to understand me,
To know things will be okay from now on,
But you’ve gotten lost,
in your own emotions buried beneath it all,

And you’re asking questions,
That just don’t make any sense any more,
And I feel like I’m drowning,
From the stress of knowing what I don’t.

And my mood is expressed,
by the rain that falls around me today,
And I’d scream anything in a storm,
If only you’d let one surround me.

But you’ve wanted to be,
Past some type of no return.

But this sea is crashing down waves,
That we don’t know how to surf.

And the same drab colors,
That we’ve always seemed to flaunt,
Wont fit in, when you’re in a room,
With satin and silks.