Diversions Spell

PART III of Lost Romantics

hit me any harder,
with pain you call your own,
& one day you'll look back,
to find you're all alone.
you're spinning my world one way,
then reversing [the] cycle's spell,
so you can flee [in] diversion,
to push me to say farewell.
i'm over being hurt now,
i wish you'd just use words,
i ask you if you love me,
you nod, your words are slurred.
Created by your actions,
answered by your air,
you're slowly drowning me out, now,
don't even pretend to care.

One, Two, Three

PART II of Lost Romantics

Im counting to three,

& holding my breath for you baby,

You pull up a chair,

& sit back, watching this beating,

With blank stares,

& emotionless faces.

So whatever happened,

to taking one for the team?

Can't you even fake a smile,

just to end this beating?

Underneath the Willow

PART I of Lost Romantics

my willow is weeping,
this is over my head.
he looks at me now,
like i should be dead.
crying is destined,
silence is key.
my one way street,
swallowed in the sea.
hope has me failing,
love has me blind.
truth comes in numbers,
sometimes unkind.