Tears stain,
Leaving behind trails of sadness.
Making us,
Scaring us on the inside, not out
Allowing Failures,
Continuing to drag us down deep
And these deep rains
They kill us ever so slow.
Wanting things
To go away, but needing them to stay.
Haunting us,
Scaring our friends from our loss
Take with you
Things of our past whether good or bad
And heart failure
Just may sooner become your issue.
Not cause your dead
But because you’ve failed to believe
Wipe your face
And try to barry that pain
Pain from within
That only he’ll be able to fix.
If only,
You believed that he really would
But you refuse,
You sont want to let him see your still down
That in truth,
No one will ever be able to…
To fix you,
You who are beyond broken.
You who loves him,
And would willingly give up everything
But you’ve forgotten,
You have nothing left within you
And you’ll ruin him,
You’ll let him love you and you’ll break him
Because he’ll break you
Into wanting, into believing happiness is real,
And you will,
You’ll want it and you’ll be no step closer.
And you heart,
Will always belong to him & he’ll break it.
Not meaning to,
But he’ll get tired & he’ll move on.
And leave you,
Broken & forever shattered & wanting only him
Wanting the one poison,
The one toxic potion that ever kept you alive
Love,
the thing that created, then drilled & invaded you.
And dig your grave,
Miles below the sand so your pain will wash up
And you wont feel a thing,
& no one will ever find you.
Nor would they want to
Go looking for a person killed within
Why go looking,
For something more to cry about?
Miserable man is he,
Who tries to save the broken & fallen.
Youre beyond anyone,
Beyond their hope or happiness.
Long gone you are,
so start digging through the sand.
The ocean,
Will wash you away soon enough,
And once again,
You will be stuck for good.
But time will leave
& sorrow and pain will drain slowly
Until storms rise
& your time has long passed & gone forever more
And finally,
he wont remember you, & he’ll feel happy
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